Why?

Why should I stay?

If I could make a list about the words I hate, "why" would be on it.

It would be probably on the top 5.

I mean, can somebody explain me the reason of having a explanation for everything?

I do not have a explanation for everything and yet, I do not want to have it.

I think we owe nobody an explanation.

I think people should do whatever they want without having to explain their reasons.

I think people don't even need to have reasons.

But also, I overthink.

Yeah, I think too much.

Because no matter what my opinion is, and how much I hate giving explanations, I was born in a world where everything needs to be explained.

Even the things we are not able to.

Most of the human beings can't accept the idea of something happening that they can't explain.

Love is the perfect example for that.

People is constantly looking an explanation for love, a reason, a formula...

And yet, love is just something you feel.

Most of the people either think they have an explanation for love, and if not, they decide not to believe in it.

I, instead, love the idea of feeling, seeing, hearing things I can't explain. 

I think there's something magical on those things, they make you feel alive because they put your abilities to the maximum.

Like when you have a tattoo, everybody asks what does it means or why you made it.

Maybe I don't have a reason, or maybe I do, and I just don't want to tell anyone. 

It's just a piece of art, look at it, appreciate it, don't intend to understand it.

If I must continue, I think the most difficult part about ending a relationship is the question "why?"

"Why you go?"

"Why you did this?"

"Why you don't love me?"

"Why you don't try?"

"Why are we ending?"

You see... Why if I just feel like it?

Why do I go? Maybe I just don't have reasons to stay anymore. Maybe I lost the 'thing'.

How is the human race capable of taking the non-given right to question the feelings of another person.

How if you yourself are not able to understand it?

I don't like people questioning why do I go when they are not giving me reasons to stay. 

And no reasons to stay is a good big reason to go for me.

I yet don't like people questioning why I gave up when I spent time trying so hard... Alone.

I hate the word "why" and yet I love it.

Because when you directly ask someone something using that word, you're putting them to their limits.

You're seeing a true part of theirselves.

Like when you ask your friend "why didn't you text me?"

And they answer: "I didn't have time"

And you realize that all the times you took minutes of your day for that person are not worth it anymore.

I think is a powerful word and I think humans are overrating it. 

But I repeat, you should not follow my believes because I overthink too much. 

But consider again before using the word "why", you may get an unexpected answer. If you use the word, you must be ready for everything.