But, have you ever wonder something:
Does your beliefs support your dreams?
Well, I am not able to answer that question myself.
Maybe because I am not sure about my beliefs either.
I am so lost and yet I am so sure about what I do not want that for me it seems senseless the fact of not knowing what I want.
This is everything a problem that comes along with overthinking.
I am so lucky and yet I feel I need things, not material things, but heart filled things.
I need someone who loves me, for example.
I need someone who understands me, one that says: yeah, I feel the same way! And then I'll look like a freshman student looks the math teacher the first day of class. Surprisely realizing that that person understood what I poorly explained.
I need a soulmate, or maybe two.
That one soulmate who is destined to be your friend and that one who has different possibilities.
I need a robber, one who steal smiles from me every once in a while.
I need a friend.
I need an observer, the ones that ask you: "what's wrong?" When everything seems to be right, the "I'm not stupid, I know you're not right" kind of observer.
I need a stranger, and I need a smile from that stranger.
I need someone who tells me "good morning, have a nice day" just because.
I need a dancer, because those find music in everything.
I need a genius, so he can then explain to me how my mind works.
I need love.
I need someone who says: "you know, I'm proud of you".
I need someone who supports my dreams.
I need an honest look.
I need someone who believes that what I do, is good.
I need the sunshine.
I want to see the world, I want to know a lot of people, I want to understand because I saw myself and not because I was told to.
I need a goal.
And for that, I need less plans. I need to think less and focus on living.
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